He’s My Everything Now and Forever

So let’s start from the begining shall we? It all started in 6th period, Science. Ugh, my teacher kept talking about the stupid science fair comming up and had the results of the people who were going to it. I crossed my fingers and had praied for mine not to be picked. Please!! And then the teacher said it… My name… Damn it!! I had made a lame science fair! How could I get picked?! …Well the day came. The science fair… ,o, and since he was there I guess I just talked to him only, since I didn’t really knew anyone else from there. Soon he started teasing me saying I was ‘emo’ since I sure do look like one. But I’m not. I guess he thought it was funny. I didn’t. I got pretty mad. Then once everyone heard, they ALL started calling me ‘emo’. Then in between that while I tried to hide myself from all those people calling me that, this random guy came up right in front of me and just said “You’re emo!” I first thought.. What the hell? Do I even know this guy? Well… I didn’t. So I simply yelled right at his face, “Shut up!!”. After a while, thank god, everyone had stopped teasing me. I went to walk around with a friend I found there. We went back to our room we were supposed to be at. Some boys were crowding around a desk, one of those was Marco, he seemed to have a good time, and my day wasn’t getting any better so I just went to see what was going on… Well what do you know.. That same guy who called me ‘emo’ was right there, fight in the middle of everyone, holding his phone asking for people to give him random numbers. Obvious. He was surely prank calling. So he started with Snoopy and Charlie Brown. Pretty hilarious if asked me. We were laughing so much. All of us around him. I somehow wanted to meet this guy. He sure had a sense of humor. So he made more and more which made me laugh even more. Marco was out of the picture in seconds. I started to hang out with him more that day. Soon enough I gave him my email at the awards. Wow, he won first place. Yeah, of course I cheered for him. His name? William. Monday came and I was eager to see him again. I looked for him all around and found him after school. We sure talked a lot… Then came the day when he asked me out. I didn’t know what to say since he would be the the first guy I go out with. So I thought of it, then some days passed by and I had made up my mind to say yes. I was so damn happy. I was on top of the world! He was my reason to smile.. But, I knew things were wrong. For some reason, it still seemed like we were friends, it wasn’t soon when I found out I had my first period with him, but that was band, he was in brass and I was in wood winds, no wonder I never noticed. We never hung out, rarely talked… It didn’t seem right. Soon enough it was Valentine’s day which meant the Valentine’s dance was here. Great. I guess I went to spend time with him. Well… That sure didn’t work out. Guess he was with his friends and I was with mine. Then I saw him talking to his friend. I knew somehow it was about me. I could hear some of it. Was he having second thoughts? Will it end this quick? What did I do wrong? So many questions spinning in my head. I was just so in thought, I’m usually afraind of asking, or even saying anything. So I stayed quiet. The whole last semester of school went by. Nothing had really changed. Sure we hung out a little bit more but… I don’t know… It didn’t seem like it will work out for summer. Plus, my friends kept telling me many things.. Oh just break up with him already!; he treats yo like shit, you’re better without him; Find some one else better than HIM; I bet he doesn’t even like you at all! –No. I didn’t listen. Well, I tried not to. I know, yeah, they’re my friends and all.. but.. He meant so much to me. I didn’t want to let him go! But then, one of my friends, which was also supposely William’s best friend as well, finally made me break up with him. Why would his friend do that? I didn’t know then. But everything he told me worked… In the second to the last day of school, I broke up with him… My heart was surely falling appart right when I said it. Well his friend was helping me through it, not really, he was just telling me to get over him. But how could I? I would never forget him! Never! So the next day, without talking to him at all.. Last day of school, and I had to spend it without him.. 1st period was hell. Everyone of my band friends sat with me, and him, Chris, as well. But then as I looked back I saw William. Far from me, looking some where else.. It was obvious he’s all I wanted now.. By 4th period I couldn’t help but cry my eyes out. My best friend started crying too, why? Because she was one of the ones to tell me to break up with him. But I thought it was stupid of Kristiana to cry. It wasn’t her fault. No one’s fault actually. Just mine. Mine and mine only. I spend the whole day crying until the mega fest. A party for all of us, since it was the last day. I told one of my friends, George, to grab him and bring him over where I was, since he wrote to Gabby, a friend of mine, that he wanted me back. Thanks to George we did get back together. In summer, well, that’s a whole other story. But lets skip to the next school year. We were perfecty fine that summer. We got to see eachother at times. It was great. But just when I thought things would get bad this new school year. They sure did. Worst than ever. More drama. More everything. We broke up and got back, broke up then got back again. It was the same thing over and over. Yeah. Sure, times came when we supposely broke up “for good”. Well, no. We always got back.. Then came the BIG problems.. Other girls, other guys, ugh. So a girl from another school.. That just got me.. So sad, depressed, mad, imensly jealous! Why? Don’t know. I was so afraid I would lose him and this time seriously ‘for good’. Then came James. Nothing big. But sure made a huge fuzz… Well, it wasn’t only that. Then the ‘new girl’ came along… Gabby said she had invited me to her party. Um, did I even know this chick? Didn’t think so. But she knew William. So.. I guess. Well didn’t that girl cause problems to everyone!! By the first week we met her, we all hated her so bad! She cause problems to Gabby and Roque.. Then her second target.. Me and William. She broke us up.. Then she went out with William… At first I was shocked… I mean.. Why would he do that?! But he did. So then, then.. Chris came along. He helped me out so much. But… I couldn’t love him as much as I had loved William.. But I had grown feeling for him. I even found out that him and William had kind of fought over me in the last school year. Wierd.. But maybe if I had known.. I would’ve ended up with Chris. But as always, William came back.. And I don’tknow what else to say.. I can’t promise myself a lie that nothing will bad anymore. I have a feeling something is going to happen soon… And soon… Maybe it will all be over..? All the pain? But no. If living in pain means having him, I rather stay like this.